hey eveveryone!!!! well ya schools been good... im really gald to be back and to see some of my friends... i havent seen alot of them but most of them so thats good... i hope schools goin good for yall... and i like all my classes but geometry... and i love my food class!!!!oooooo we get to eat alot of stuff!!! yay!!! wahoo i was so excited when she told us that... and tomarrow is frankies b-day!! happy birthday frankie!!! but ya tomarrow i have to go to a cheerleadin game at like 4:30 so me and crystal are goin to stay after school till the game.. i hope its goin to be fun but i kno its goin to be HOT!!!! and then on friday im goin to this sweet 16 so i hope thats fun.... well ya thats all i got to say so leave me comments cuz i like readin them... bye bye

I wish dreams were like wishes, and wishes came true, cause in my dreams I'm always with you.   One day you'll come to me and ask me what's more important: You or my life. I'll say my life and you'll walk away never knowing that you're my life.   I always knew looking back on -tears- would make me ((laugh)). but I never thought looking back on ((laughs)) would make me -cry-..   Life is about chasing after the things you truly think are worth it, even if they don't happen, I’d rather have nothing than know I settled for something i didn't want. --   You don't choose who you love, look at me. But at least you found someone who loves you back. --Save the Last Dance--      i WANT T0 BE THE 0NE - i WANT T0 BE THE PERS0N THAT T0UCHES Y0UR HEART & MAKES iT  SKiP A BEAT - i WANT T0 BE THAT PERS0N WH0SE ARMS MAKE Y0U JUST MELT - i WANT T0 BE THE PERS0N THAT Y0UR DESTiNED T0 BE WITH <3   Everything in my life has faded away. My favorite blue jeans, well they aren’t so blue anymore. My favorite lipstick isn’t the original color it was when I bought it & my teddy bear is worn & tattered. So why about these feelings about you… WHY WON`T THEY FADE?   You know I used to spend every day thinking about you and dreaming about you. And every time you walked by I lost myself; do you know what that feels like!? And you couldn’t possibly know what it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back.   Find the one you can be yourself in front of, you can say anything. You can laugh. You can smile, You can cry. You can scream. You can kiss. You can hug. You can fight and make up at the end of the night & he'd still be crazy about you...

hey ppl!! well hmm... what have i been up to??? well yesterday my neighbor jeremy took me up to the highschool for that orientation thingy.. it was fun well me and crystal made it fun.... we was hittin each other with those packin styrafoam things and she hit me in my forhead hard... but it was funny!! today im goin to jc pennys to find some school pants and then tonight  me and crystal are goin to the movies to see dukes of hazzard.... so ya that should be fun... and tomarrow im goin to get my hair trimmed and my eye brows waxed.... man i cant believe that this is the last week of summer!!! im ready to go back to school and see all my friends but im not ready to do all the work!!! gosh that school is so big!!! ima get so lost it aint even funny.. i wasnt even payin attention last night...o well...so ya yall have a good last summer weekend and leave me comments cuz i like readin them!! bye bye

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says "I love you",
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that

<<<<hahahahaha i thought that was funny!!

                                               ~*Brogan*~

hey everyone!!!! well ya im doin alot better actually... i dont feel depressed at all... thanks to crystal!! she helped me threw it so im all good... well ya i just got back from the orthodontist... and my teeth hurt a lil bit!! but they wont hurt for that long..man i cant believe that this is the last week of summer, i mean im ready to go back to school to see all my friends but im not ready to make the grades and do all that work.. and i really dont like the uniforms at all!! i look goofy in them but im sure that im not the only one... me and crystal are goin to hopefully go do somethin before school gets back in... i dont kno wat were goin to do but we are goin to do somehtin.... this summer really wasnt all that great but it was ight... so ya thats all i got to say so leave me some comments cuz i like readin them!!!!

 o ya go to me and crystals site she pimped it out and its really cute!!! its www.xanga.com/CrYsTaL_n_BrOgAn

smile
it makes a world of difference
dance
who knows when you wont be able to ..
cry
holding those emotions in is bad for you ..
kiss
kisses are the most wonderful things in the world ..
laugh
whats the point in hiding happiness?
frown
why let him not know your unhappy?
apologize
you dont want to lose friends
hug
theres no better feeling being wrapped up close to someone you love ..
live
for life is everything

When I first saw you...
I was afarid to t a l k to you
*When i first talked to you...
I was afraid to l i k e you
*When i first liked you...
i was afarid to l o v e you
*Now that I love you...
I ' m afraid to l o s e you

Every *tear* that runs down my face
Every -smile- that passes my lips
Every ) thought ( that goes through my mind
It's all >centered< on this
!!* feeling i have for you <3 *!!

xO..A priceless moment is when the
person you have fallen in love
with - -» looks you right in the
eyes and tells you that they
have fallen in love with you..Ox

hey everyone!! well i decided to update since i havent done that in awhile!! so ya these past couple of days have kinda really sucked.. ive been real emotional these past 2 days and i dont kno y.. well i kinda do i just dont wanna get into that... i went to hurricane harbor yesterday.. it was ight i guess.. i kinda didnt want to be there at all so i think that was y i didnt have all that fun i was a lil depresed.... and i wanna thank u crystal for bein there for me when i really need to u!( yesterday) i dont kno what i would do without u.... u really helped me threw things im still a lil confused but im not upset like i was yesterday.. thanks for callin me as soon as u got the message that i needed u.. im really glad that ur my best friend cuz i would be lost without u somethimes... i really dont kno how i would ne today if u wouldnt have called me yesterday... i dont kno what im goin to do when u move.. but u will always be my best friend and i will always be here for u...so ya today i have to go to a cowpatty thing today for cheerlaeadin.. i wanna go but then again i dont... so i hope its fun.. well i dont have nothin else to say... so leave me comments cuz i like readin them.. bye!!

They haven’t known each other for long. That bit of time was all it took. He has to admit it to himself that he might actually like this girl. More time goes by and only if he knew she felt the same. Every day she’s getting closer to breaking her secret. To telling him how she feels… but nothing can cover the fear she has of rejection. The same fear he has too. She pours her heart out to her closest friend. He keeps it hush. She’s younger than him, three years. It’s really not that much. She’s getting closer to breaking just when he drops the bomb, he kissed another girl. It’s all gone wrong. Her fear of rejection grows and she feels the bitter taste of jealousy take over her soul. Tears from her eyes, she’s out of control. Her heart begins to rip and she has to admit, she loves this boy and he loves her too. If only they knew…</333

After all is said and done, I still think you're amazing. I still cherish every moment I spent with you, every smile you brought to my face. I'll be forever thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, even if you had to be taken away too soon. See, you were my miracle. you were the fairytale I got to live. <3

Why did you have to go takin' my heart and make me fall head over heals for you? Before i met you, love was just a reason to get hurt -- & you showed me something different. A kind of different meaning. But, im scared.. because every other guy i have ever gotten close to has hurt me. And im not saying you're like every other guy.. but what makes you different? I know you are, i can feel it. But it's driving me crazy.. because my hearts doing something that i don't think it can handle. I was forced to love someone, and now that im starting to do it on my own will.. it's scary. And amazing, at the same time.<33

sometiimes you just qOtta run away sO yOu can see
whO wiill' run after you. sometimes you gotta talk
quieter just to c whO's listening sometimEs you gotta
step up'in a fight but only to see whos standin` there
by ur sIde n sOmetimes yOu gOtta make a
wrong decision only to see whos there tO help yOu-f I x it and
sometimes you gotta l e t 'g o of the one you lovE just to see If
they love you enough to come back to you! </3

hey everyone!!! well i havent updated so i will now!! lets see what have iu been doin lately?? well i went school shoppin and got those ugly uniforms! i hate them!!! i look so stupid in them..then i went and got some shoes...and i went shoppin for a shirt to wear to tinas 15 and man i just couldnt find one! i went sat and looked and then i found a cute one at charlette russ...after that i went home and got ready for tinas15 and went to go pick up crystal.. we got so lost on the way there to the church it aint even funny.. well it knida was...then we got to the church and we were late and i felt really stupid walkin in there late.. but the ceremony made me and crystal cry and it wasnt even our family!! it was so sweet..gosh were such big babies!! then after the ceremony we went and ate.. that was fun cuz i like to eat and me crystal mayra and jessica got to talk and catch up on stuff!! so ya we left the thing at 4 and went back to crystals house till the dance.. at her house we went to sleep for like 2 hours then we got up and got ready to got to the dance.. it was fun at the dance i got to see alot of my friends and talk to everyone.. and joseph was teachin me and crystal how to partner dance to mexican music.. it was fun and i know how to do it now!! yay and i danced with nicks crazy azz.. he was spinnin me around and bendin me backwords.. he is so crazy!! i had alot of fun.. so ya i think i wrote enough so leave me some comments cuz i like readin them!!

guess the best part of being with you is that you don't judge me. i can wake up in the morning, hair a mess, no make up on && you stil tell me in the most beautifulest thing you've ever seen <3

maybe i'm amazed at the way you love me
all the time, maybe i'm afraid of the way i love you,
maybe i'm amazed at the way you pull me out of
time & hung me on a line, maybe i'm afraid of the
way i really do need you.. <3

 the first thing he said to her was hey
& after that she was lost

Lying here, just you & me..
not saying much of anything
sometimes can mean more
then a thousand words.. [ <3 ]

oh, i will be your accident
if you will be my ambulance
i will be your screech & crash,
if you will be my crutch & cast.
i will be your one more time, if
you will be my one last chance.
so fall for me..

I just wish we would admit to
one another that we're no good
without each other & find a way
to stay together.. </3

I hate it how I don`t talk to you in about a month
but then all of a sudden you talk to me again and
it`s like as if nothing happened & I s. l. o. w. l. y
start falling for you. ___________ all over again